Hopefully we’ve all recovered from the Chase. (I’ve decided to return as more of a brain dump than the adoration I usually get here.)
I think we all thought it would go on forever. Almost literally. But just months before Forrest passes, it’s found. Interesting.
So, what do you do when you’re going along relatively smoothly with a (semblance of a) goal down the road apiece and get a wake up in the shape of bad news? You keep going, that’s what the fuck you do.
I’m now a little more than a year out from a leukemia diagnosis. I’ve got Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia, and I feel great. Seriously. But, I’m one infection or respiratory disease from having a real bad time. And, other cancers are aware that there’s a white cell party in my tubing.
_jesus, where’s he going with this?
The chase (lowercase “c” intentional) is going to end, always. But, holy shit, how much fun was it? We were ENGAGED. We fought (if you were in a forum or two) we agreed, we tolerated, we mapped, we decoded, we read, we googled, we traveled, we hiked, we saw the mountains, we saw the desert, we did dangerous stuff, we found a 6,000-year-old atlatl point (ok, that was just me). And you know something? WE CAN STILL DO ALL THAT. Seems obvious, but it’s REALLLL easy to forget it. I certainly did.
The dudes from Iowa have moved out of the Chase limelight (no more major magazine articles, no more emails from a very famous tv news host, no more visiting famous art dealers homes, no more calls from the local paper, no more kids asking if we ever “found that one thing we looked for”. But we haven’t given up. We banter back and forth. I’ll send a group text here in a few. They don’t read this.
If you’re still subscribed to this blog, engage! Tell me what you’re looking for, tangible or not. I know you have something… it’s in us all.